Monday, December 20, 2010

Peace on Earth

When you sleep at night you only think about what’s going to happen to you when you wake up
This kind of behavior is common in each of us.
Out of boredom I suddenly think out of normal things that to everybody seem not interesting
I just think about the killings and the way people destructing each other.
I just think about the poor peoples and kids in the streets.
I just think about the homeless, the abused and oppressed ones
Why all these things happen?
I don’t know! But if I could have just one favor to God
I will ask these things not to happen
I will probably ask for peace in the whole world
Maybe I am just crazy to think of these things
I am not a good person though
But asking Peace in the world is the least thing I could do.

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

Feels like forever..

If I have to choose I will choose you.

You may not be the one who gives labor to me

But it feels like I came from you

Your just simply one of a kind and one of the best

If I have a chance to ask god a favor

I will ask to be with you forever

I am thinking of you right now

The happy childhood memories that’s what in my mind

All I do in my life right now I dedicate to you

You may not be my real mother

But forever in my heart you are real.

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

Its just being me..

Elusive rapture is bind like a curse to me.
They say I am blessed, but how come?
I may have the best person’s surrounding me.
I may have the kindest person’s providing me.
I may have the goodhearted person’s loving me.
But still I feel despair in times.

Yes I am contented of what I have now
And I am thankful for everything and everyone who feels me
I am not writing this for the sake of humility
Nor trying to be arrogant by being humble too much
I am just expressing my thoughts connected to my soul
And I want people to see that there is a decent side of me.
Just don't think i'm carping too much in things.
I'm just Expressing... :)

Monday, December 6, 2010

thinking ahead of time..

Day dreaming  that I will marry someone someday

Having a curly hair child someday

Cooking for my wife and child someday

Working Extra hard for the future of my family someday

Getting old with my love ones someday

I hope I can still manage to go on someday

May the lord extend my life for someday? 

but first things first i should do the work today

before i think ahead of time..

Sunday, December 5, 2010

Changes

Same Story

Same Love

Same Person

Same Feeling

Same Anger

Same Hate

Everybody’s changing but I don’t feel the same.

Friday, December 3, 2010

Things in mind..

"Questions"

who needs family?
who needs care? i mean so much care..
who needs love? everybody wants love..
Mothers love? they say its the best.
Mothers care? fortunate are those who feel this.

"Lonely"

Even though sometimes we feel that we are happy.
but deep down we are not, we ignore pains, we ignore loneliness
just to fool our self that we are not lonely


"Hatred"

No matter how you keep on trying to forgive,
once in a while the feeling of anger is still commin back
to hunt you down.

"Sad Story"

25 years past from the present time
a child born with unfortunate destiny
since 2 months old of existence,
the child was abandoned and left behind,
Years by years the child grows up
with struggles and success,
but yet true happiness does not come on easy ways.

"My Story"

I am 25 years old now and i am old enough to understand things
cleary, but sometimes i often get lonely and stressed because
of some things inside me that i cant understand.

I struggled a lot and it gives me the reward of what i have now
I cried tears in some nights that  feels so cold.

"Questions"

why write this things? i dont know..
Does these things bothering me up?..always
I wish i dont have these things in mind..

Trying to be one..

Hate to be called dire? for a while Ive been struggling to eliminate those kinds of impression that people always seen on me. i ate words of my own principle just to blend in and be called first rate person.

but you know what life is simple, just live life without doing anything dreadful to others, be at your best always and eliminate anger within yourself.

its easy to say this anyway but its hard to do, thats why after all this years i am still trying to be the person i want to be.

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

Weary Minds

Expressing thoughts with confusing acts

Sunday, September 19, 2010

shots of wisdom

its been a while since photoshop caught  my attention. here is my noob creation..

Saturday, September 18, 2010

Simple Works

Just two days ago when i started doing my so called art with the help of true artist kiking and pareng gador i somehow know how to create my art called simple works.