"Questions"
who needs family?
who needs care? i mean so much care..
who needs love? everybody wants love..
Mothers love? they say its the best.
Mothers care? fortunate are those who feel this.
"Lonely"
Even though sometimes we feel that we are happy.
but deep down we are not, we ignore pains, we ignore loneliness
just to fool our self that we are not lonely
"Hatred"
No matter how you keep on trying to forgive,
once in a while the feeling of anger is still commin back
to hunt you down.
"Sad Story"
25 years past from the present time
a child born with unfortunate destiny
since 2 months old of existence,
the child was abandoned and left behind,
Years by years the child grows up
with struggles and success,
but yet true happiness does not come on easy ways.
"My Story"
I am 25 years old now and i am old enough to understand things
cleary, but sometimes i often get lonely and stressed because
of some things inside me that i cant understand.
I struggled a lot and it gives me the reward of what i have now
I cried tears in some nights that feels so cold.
"Questions"
why write this things? i dont know..
Does these things bothering me up?..always
I wish i dont have these things in mind..
as they say, life is what we make it. but how strong are we in making it good? there enters the past experiences we have encountered. the effects of it made a pulling factor into the way we want. perhaps we need to be more stronger, focus on our positive goals plus prayer. I think thats the perfect formula. we care.
ReplyDeleteThat is what they call "Hang over"... ^_^v
ReplyDelete'Lonely'
ReplyDeleteSAD but TRUE...
People may seem me a happy person type, a person who has no problem. Honestly everything was a lie, it was not me, the real me. i let other laugh. i want them to be happy.. i don't want them to be JUST like me. a lonely boy. a boy whose world is empty (try to shout my world and you hear you voice echoing). i let them laugh out loud so that i can hear their laughter, because i never heard mine.
i can't deny the fact that there were times (or would i say most of the time) in my life that i felt lonely, that nobody cares about me.
really lonely inside me.
We have our own burdens to carry, it is up to us to survive and to use these as a tool to learn from it, to use the experiences into strength. Of course it's not easy it takes courage and determination to convert these pains to make you stronger, wiser and will change you to be a better person.
ReplyDeleteIt might seems so wrong now, but just hold on in the right time for you, you will find the answers, happiness and peace you deserve.